Bird’s eye view

I saw you smiling,

A smile I haven’t seen before.

You where laughing with all your heart.

What I saw was priceless.

Who was he?

He that made you laugh...

Who was he?

That made me feel jealous.

Who was he that I want to kill.

Is this really jealousy?

Am i jealous?

Yes, I am jealous.

I’m being eaten by this knavish feeling.

I hate it. I hate this feeling.

Draw me away from here.

Drag me; don’t let me hang here anymore.

 I hate this thought.

Keeping myself hidden at a distance,

Watching you, staring at you...

I burn with my sanity.

I lack the courage to face my pain.

Why am I jealous?

Why do I feel this?

Why do I love you?

Should I feel this way?

Why was I here?

Should I run?

Should I go?

What must I do to kill this pain?

I hate it...

 I hate this...

I hate watching you from here...

I hate him...

I hate what’s happening...

I wish I was not here...