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Monday, May 27, 2013

Hydroponic crap…

can i do this to you? pls...



            Conceitedly, she loafs around with her flat chested breast.
Bragging about her beauty, she stoops upon him like he was a dwarf in her eyes.
Living in a self-made pedestal, she boasts about her perfect life.
Everyone stops at the awe of her presence, yet she manages to return a snip of her affection.
Arrogance roams inside her mind, believing in a delusional world that she is an attractive young lass. 
Like a megalomaniac, she wanders around the town.
Beauty was raped and respect was far behind the clouds.
She storms the crowd with her lovely eyes, yet her soul was rotten inside.
           
            Was it was not a big mistake to let her live in this world?
Was it right to lend her our hands? 
A wolf under a sheep skin she is, now she pesterize his mood in every single aspect.
Like a ticking time bomb, she roams freely without her knowing the disgust she leaves behind.
 A suffocation she cast he could not take.
How long will he lived in a world of chaos and nightmare, how long will she act like a goddess?

It sickens him to think of what have become of her,
or was he too naïve too see the evil that lurks behind her lips?
A flat chested demon that rose up from hell to cast grief and sorrow upon men,
she was sent by the devil to ruin the lives of men.
And I for one raise my middle finger in rebel with her trip.

             

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Evil Clowns and Wicked Politician’s…

puro ka-bayag-an lang ang paguusapan natin!


            Eleksyon nanaman, panahon kung san ang mga politico ay buong babang loob na kumakandidato at kumakatok sa mga pinto natin, babatiin ka at kakamayan wag mo lang silang kalimutan sa araw ng halalan. Panahon nanaman kung san ang bawat aspirant ay nagiging contestant ng PGT, Politicians Got Talent. May kakanta, sasayaw, kakain ng bubog, ipapako sa krus “san kaya ito?”, at kung ano ano pang talentong pede ilabas para lang sila matandaan ng mga mangmang kong kababayan. May makikikain sa bahay mo, may makikitulog, makikiligo at kung ano-ano pang pwedeng gawin para lang makasalamuha ka nila, maglalakad kasabay mo, makikiyosi sa erpat mo, kakain ng nakaka-kamay sa meeting de abanse, yung iba pag matindihan na talaga, taas pa pati paa. Ang mga pinoy nga naman, gagawin ang lahat manalo lamang.

            Kanya kanyang diskarte ang mga politico manalo lang, at masiraan lang ang kalaban, kanya kanyang batuhan ng tae, walang nakakapansin na sa pag kapit nila ng tae, sila mismo, amoy tae na ang mga kamay. At tuwang tuwa naman tayo sa komedya ng mga payasong nangangandidato, kung ano anong programa sa television ang ginagawa mapasaya lang tayo sa araw-araw. Gera ng mga kuto. Kulang nalang ay lumabas sila sa face to face ni Amy sa ch. 5 at dun makipagsabunutan habang pinagtatawanan ng mga tao. Sabagay tayong mga Pilipino ay likas na masayahin, kaya nga sumikat sila katsupoy at palito sa ating bayan, idagdag po pa si rene requestas. Masyadong maka masa ang taste ng mga kababayan natin kaya nakukuha nila ang kiliti ng mga tao. Sa panahon ng elelksyon, gaano mo kayang balahurain ang sarili mo manalo ka lamang. Eh ano kung nagtapos ka sa Harvard Law School, kung graduate ka ng MIT o sa Universidad ng Pilipinas. Walang saysay yan kung di ka marunong suma yaw ng Gangnam Style. Ano kung cum laude ka ng isang sikat at mamahalin na Universidad, baliwala yan kung di ka kakanta ng pusong bato o ng kung ano-ano pang katarantaduhan sa entablado. Mas katatawa-tawa ka, mas maalala ka ng tao at mas malaki ang tsansa mo na iboto ka nila.

            Ditto lang samin sa laguna, masyadong showbiz ang laban, sabagay, dating artista si Gov.ER, at dating nagtatarabaho sa isang TV station si egay. Kulang nalang ay mag barilan sila pagkakatapos ng mahabang palitan ng maaanghang na salita, kung sino ang bida at sino ang kontra bida, ay bahala na kayo sa bagay na yan. Dahil kung ako tatanugin, boboto ko na yung taong nagnanakaw habang gumagawa, kesa puro nakaw wala naman ginagawa, pero sana mas may iba pang choices. Paulit-ulit nalng na sila ang pagpipilian mo, naturingan tayung democratic acountry, ang choices naman masyadong limitado. Ang masakit pa nito, kung hindi artista, eh gustong maging artista.
           
            Pagandahan ng jingles, palupitan ng poster, pa astigan ng stickers. Pero kung battle of the showbiz ang gubernatorial position ditto samin, wala yan sa pagsanjan laguna. Dahil ang labanan sa pagka vice-mayor doon ay battle of the food chains. KFC VS McDonald’s. Ka Fred Capsitrano vs terryl gaMit.. pati poster matatawa ka sa kanila. Dahil kuhang kuha ang pati mga logo ng mga food chain na ginaya nila. Lamag lang si gamit, dahil ang food na pinamigay nya ay galing talaga sa MacDonald’s.

            Naalala ko, nung unang taon ni Cong. Egay, tinalo pa siguro nito ang vote buying, mahina sa isang araw non ang gumawa kami ng 3000pcs ng burger. At 1000pcs ng chicken meal. Yan pa yung panahon ng bago palang ang campaign period, bahala ka na mag-isip kung gano karami gingawa namin nung malapit na ang mismong araw ng eleksyon. Pero kung san nya kinuha ang budget nya, di ka naman siguro mang-mang para hindi malaman na bata sya ni Gloria. Kaya nga sya inakusahan ng bogus impeachment ay dahil sa ginawa ngynag walang kwentang file ng kaso para wala ng maka pag file na iba dahil mas matindi pa ang ikakaso nila, dahil ditto sa pinas once ka lang pede kasuhan nito. Amen. Pero paano mo nga naman iboboto si Egay, eh 4 na taon na nakakalipas hanagan ngayun sira parin ang tulay namin, paano na ngayun natalo sya, nganga nanaman ang tulay namin. Nakakatawa biglang daming road widening project ni egay nitong malapit na ang eleksyon. Pero bago mo ko maisipan na PRO ER, eh uunahan na kita. Hindi, anti Showbiz-politician ako, pero tyatyagain ko na to kung nakikita ko naman ang progreso.

            Hindi lang naman ditto sa laguna talamak ang ganito, dahil kung manunuod ka sat v at makikinig sa radio, mapapansin mo na talamak in pala ito sa iabang lugar. Sabi ni Prof. Randy David sa isang lugar pa nga daw sa Mindanao kailangan mo ng 1million para lang sa position ng konsehal ng bayan, masyadong magastos maglinkod sa bayan. Sa Pampanga, ang laban ay sa pagitan ng isang dating pari at aswa ng jueteng lord, at obyus naman kung sino ang iboboto ng masa. Naalala ko yung sinabi ni dating Gov. Chavit Singson, kung di nya papayagan ang jueteng sa probinsya nya, sino pa ang boboto sa kanya. Tama sya, dapat huli mo lagi ang kiliti ng masa. Pero kung iisipin mo, bakit nga ba natalo ang mga lingcod ng Diyos, eh kung tutuusin sila ay bataan nan g Maykapal? Baka hidni ito ang kalooban?

            Sa personal kong opinion, ang mga lingcod ng simbahan(Diyos) ay hindi dapat nakikialam sa pamahalaan, kung mag kaganito, sana hindi na nag hanap ng hari ang mga propeta ng Israel, hindi ba? They demanded for someone who will rule upon them, kaya lumabas ang mga hari, pero bakit hindi yung mga propeta nalang? Dahil mag kaibang aspeto sila. Trabaho ng propeta paalalahan ang hari ng tama, parang itim lang yan, kung walang itim baka makalimutan na nag puti na puti sya. Pero opinion ko lang yan, pede mong wag pansinin.
           
            Pero sa kaso ni Doc Allan Sarmiento, aamini ko na nanghihinayang ako. Dahil sa bukod sa nagging maestro ko sya sa musika, siguro may malaking pagbabago sa tugtugan ditto saming distrito kung saka-sakali. Baka nag ka roon ng organize na tugtugan, hindi puro underground nalang. Pero tulad ng sabi ko, ang lingcod ng Diyos ay di pede makelam sa pamahalaan.

            Oo na, alam kong itatanong mo si Bro. Eddie Villanueva, hindi ko sya ibinoto o iboboto, magka pitpitan man ng bayag hindi padin. Ikaw ba iboboto mo ba ang kandidatong may ganitong slogan: (this country is too poor to buy my principles and convictions). Still, he’ll be needing this countries vote, am I not right? asshole.

            Habang ginagawa ko ang post na ito, matunog na ang balita sa mga nanalo at nadaya. May nag didiwang na, at pailan-ilan na tinanggap na ang pagkatalo. May nagyayabang na at ang iba ay nagwawala na sa kanilng pagkakadaya (oops, pagkatalo pala).may nalulungkot, amy nagdidiwang halohalo ang emosyon ngayun ng sambayanang Pilipino. Kahit ako nalulungkot sa pagkatalo ng ilan na pedeng maging taga serbisyo, mas nanalo pa yung mga magnanakaw, mangagantso at kalaban. Habang na nunuod ng tv kanina, may isang komentarista ang nagsabi na, ang binoboto natin ay ang salamin ng kung anong pag-iisip meron talaga tayong mga pinoy. Sayang, puro pagbabago kaso walang progreso.

            Ngayun na tapos na ang eleksyon, kung iisipin mo, paano nga ba nila babawiin ang mga perang nagastos nila? Yung mga natalo pahinog nalang? Pero paano yung mga nanalo? Sigurado naman na hindi lang isang milyon ang nagastos nila. Kawawa nanaman ang bayan ni juan, tayo nanaman ang papasan ng katarantaduhan ng iba. Tuwid na daan? Nakakatawa,  sa cavite lnga hindi pinababa ni Pnoy si Gov. Remulla kahit na talo talaga sya nung huling eleksyon. Tuwid na daan? Siguro bago yung tuwid na daan, ayusin muna ni pinoy si Kris Auino. Sa debate palang malayong-malayo pa tayo anats ng talastasan ng ibang bansa. Ang alam lang ditto ay siraan at patayan, walang tungalian ng plataporma para sa bayan, kung meron man puro kasinungalingan.

            Kung ako ang tatanungin mo ng hinahanap ko sa isang kandidato, yun yung matapat. Yun tipong eto lang sasabihin nya: “sinisigurado ko sa inyo, wala akong gagawin kundi nakawan ang bayan, magpapayaman lang ako at sampu ng pamilya ko. Uubusin ko ang kaban ng bayan, at magpapagawa ng maraming mansion!”. Yan iboboto ko talaga yan, at least totoo sya, alam mo na ang gagawin nya, kesa sa mga binoboto nyo ng puro pagpapangap. Nakalimutan na ata ni juan ang cybercrime law, ang motorcycle helmet law, ang kasambahay bill. Ang rh bill nakalimutan na din. Sayang, nagawa na natin lumaban, nagging makakalimutin lang tayo. Maraming kwalipikadong government official, kaya lang hindi sila kandidato, madalas taga boto lang sila, pag mina malas, hindi pa sila nakaka boto. May pa-ilan-ilan na karapatdapat manalo, natatalo naman sila ng iba na anak ng kung sino, at minsan ang tumatalo pa sa kanila ay yung kumakanta ng pusong bato. Sa panahon ng eleksyon, ang daming circus na paikot-ikot sating mga bayan, may kasamang mga payaso at artista at sa bawat tapos ng pelikula, tanungin mo kung may naalala ang tao sa bingait na plataporma, sigurado wala, dahil ang na reatain lang ay kung sinong artista at ano ang kinanta.  Siguro para mas maging matipid at mabilis ang eleksyon natin, daanin nalang natin sa FB, like nalang ng like ang pedeng I like. Total ganun din naman, nagkakalokohan lang din naman tayo.

            Paulit-ulit lang tayong nagpapaloko, ditto lang sa bayan ko, ka-ticket ni Pnoy sa tuwid na daan ang mga talamak na magnanakaw. Sigurado nagkalat nanaman ang sugalan, Kara ‘y Cruz sa gabi at kung ano-ano pang uri ng sugal na maiisip mo. Marami nanamang ghost employee ang munispyo, at sigurado baka maging halimaw na mansion na yung bahay sa may ilog sa nung nanalo muling politico. Kung iisipin mo, bakit nga ba magrereklamo ang mga tao sa maling sistema kung sila mismo ay ditto nakikinabang. Bakit mo iboboto yung totoong matuwid, kung bawal ang mailng iyong pinagkaka kitaan. Sayang, bumoboto pa tayo, eh pinipili lang natin yung mga gago. Ilang taon ng nakaupo ang mga yan, may nakita ba kayong progreso? Eh bukod sa tarpaulin at mga kung ano ano pang intials nila sa kalsada, eh wala ka naman makikitang progreso sa ating bayan. 3 taon ang hihintayin natin bago mapalitan ang mga yan, 3 taon din ang masasayangg. Sana sa loob ng 3 taon, mag karoon nan g pagbabago at progreso ang aming bayan. Pero tingin ko, tatllong taon nanaman tayong magsisi, at pagkatapos nito, isang kanta lang nila, isang endorse lang ni sarah Geronimo, makakalimutan na natin ang pagkakamali nila at iboboto na natin ulit sila, tsk, tayu talagang mga Pilipino. Masyadong malambot ang puso, harap-harap na tayong ginagago, patuloy padin tayo sa paglangoy sa kumunoy ng mga loko. Magtataka pa ba tayo kung bakit #1 na tayo sa buong mundo sa most corrupt public officaials?

Saturday, May 4, 2013

A beautiful let-down…





            Disgust resonates in my soul as I make this post, no respect for those phonies at heart who have forsaken us amidst this battle. I raise my middle finger in salutation to them. No kudos again I guess.

            Sadly, it was a landslide defeat for the restless, hope was not even around when Judas was mockingly kissing my ass. We were betrayed, point, shoot, kill…we were shot from behind. It was a silent killing spree in the mid of summer, a genocide of hopes and dream. As my friend weeps in sadness, I saw a horde of wolves dancing like bacchanals in a beat of pagan ritual. Silently, I smear at the sight of this and what sickens me is that, it’s those assholes who were stupidly asking for others commitment and effort, yet it’s they themselves that are the one who’s giving just a snip of it. Pretension rises as those hypocrites tries to hide their wicked heart. Again, lust and deceit was covered with their lies. Lovers voted like the other has no sense of freewill letting the other half decide for their cause, all is just wasted.

            Are we that hypocrite? Haven’t we learned anything? Are we still the same old phonies horsing around with bibles and fiery word of love and disgust. We brag so much on this salvation that we forgot that it’s free and it’s for all of us. Fire rages inside my heart as this hatred engulfs my dream and reasoning. Assholes, acting like someone and you are nothing in front of my eyes, have we forgotten that this planet was made without us? How can we think that my world would be nothing without you? Grow up, you’re nothing.

you'll be needing this, trust me.
            It saddens me to think that we fight not with the same cause; we live in an unparalleled universe where egos bloat, and position is being brag right before our eyes. Hallucinated, you soar in this sky of blasphemy where your balls are being lick by your dogs, and your Johnson is being suck by lynches just like you.  It’s been years since we’ve clashed, head on collision, blood spills truout the floor that you crack your brains intensely that your reasoning was far worse than Patrick star. Your ideas and stand doesn’t reflect our vision, arrogantly, you boast where you are right now. Why don’t you step down?
           
            But tell me, where are you really now? Did you gain anything? Did you achieve something? 4yrs strong had passed and still you’re the one clinging to false-ass-kissing-promise, creating a delusional world where you can mix and match your pagan beliefs with our Christian doctrines, a Gentile at heart acting like you’re the anointed one, and as far as I am concern you were restlessly spiting in my face and I’m taking it as an insult. Hell I care with, seniority and position, where no government or any multi-national company for you to tell me to give my praise to you, Are you some kind of moron to ask for what you yourself cannot give? Hell, you’re no Jesus, not even a fucking Elvis to insist yourself on self-proclaimed pedestal.  I give praise to no one except those who worked for it, I mean we are a church, and as far as I can remember, our former pastor told us that we don’t have any head except 1, and that is Jesus, maybe you were too busy kissing my ass that you didn’t hear it, sorry for you. All I can give you is my middle finger.
             
            How long must we live in this utter lies? What would it take for you to learn and understand that we are not living in the same pace? This is the real world were all must dig the earth for us to live? Why don’t you try to live without any allowance, let’s see if you’ll work as a fulltime. In this world of pretension, it’s easy to say things that you yourself cannot stand. Easier said than done, we demand things that are too far from reality.  We cast words of blasphemies and plant false hope to those weak at heart.  It’s easy to trick others with your wicked desire by using sweet lies, having a position was never a synonym of respect, and respect is not something you can buy. In this so called church denomination, all must learn to humble, give respect and be a servant, a leader leads, not point ant tell others what to do, politicians maximises his significance in politics and not in his home, a shepherd leads his sheep, and not just stand and let other do the rest. If by any means, we only want to just sit around and let other do the job, might as wll give up the position and find a new job. Mentor will always be a mentor, and a sensei will always be a sensei, but what happen when a pastor doesn’t want to lead anymore…it is called, mafia.

Song for the restless…




Bruised and degraded,
Slowly she gets up…
Wiping her tears,
She moves on to a different path.

Living her fragments of sorrow,
She looks for a bright tomorrow…
Melancholy and agony was left behind,
She stood head held up high.

She never expected the pain,
Her sorry heart was slain,
Her moral is disdained,
Pity was the only thing she gained.

Sleepless nights, Endless fights,
Their forever has been torn apart…
He squeezed her hands tight,
Yet he let go of her heart.

Broken, she tries to move forward,
Summoning all her strength
Gathering all her reasons,
She tries so hard to go on and fight.

With nothing left to loose,
She let go of her past.
Rushing towards the cliff,
Just to get him back.

This time she won’t let go,
This time I won’t let go.