How To Be A Father…

            Is not that easy. You see, one must sacrifice a lot of things or should I say tons of it. From time, to whatever that may pop up inside your mind. It’s not that easy, but it’s all worth it.

            By all means, creating or having a baby is easy as 123 that even midgets have knowledge on it. I mean, hey don’t be such a hypocrite and start casting words of ignorance. Lots of teens now are engage on it, though there are some few that’s not in to it…yet. Still, most of our youths are doing the “thing”, so don’t be a pain in my ass and pretend that you’re going to be beatified by the pope.

Oh  Yeah!

            All male has the capability to become one, but to be a real father? Seldom of us had been triumphant. It’s not that easy as one may think. Sleepless nights, the sweet smell of your young ones excrement, shifting sleep schedule, the loud roar of a hungry baby at 1am. It’s not that easy to wake yourself and get up from your great slumber.

 It takes a lot of love and affection.

            By all means, things start to change. All you want is the warmth of your precious child’s hand. All you want is to hear the tiny sound of her asleep. All you want is to see is your dear child and nothing more.

            You’ll become delusional, a cynic, a schizophrenic thinking that other would try to hurt her.

            You’ll become an agnostic of all the things that’s related to your child’s security.

            You’ll become awfully protective on everything that comes near her.

            …and lastly, you’ll become plain arrogant on things that your child can do. Heck I am.

                    

            All you want is, that time would conceit your heart and stop its hand so you could hold your baby inside your arms for the rest of your life. To make her feel being loved, cherished, to make her feel valued. You’ll let go of everything just for her sake, for her laughter, for her sweet smile…and it’s all worth it.

            It’s not that easy, believe me. Being a father is an everyday learning that one must comprehend, discover and understand. Sadly, there’s no school for it, but every men is expected to pass this task. It’s a gift that one should enhance always and forever for the sake of his prized child. And sadly again, some men managed to finish this with flying bottles; spinning round kick, some superman punch and a rear naked choke…may they rot in hell. Amen.

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            In this game called fatherhood, I’m just few paces ahead from the place called start, and there still a long way lies ahead of me. There still vast of lesson that I must learn; things to discover for my child’s sake. I just pray that, when I reach this games finale, I’ll still be me, loving my only princess with all my heart.