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| call and answer |
Life, like music, we
need feedback. First, you must send something to receive something. No echo was
produced by itself, you must send first, and respect won’t come to you in
return unless you first abundantly give it to others. Much like love, loving
someone without asking anything in-return is like shouting in a vast open field
under the scorching sound and no wind to answer your call, you’ll hear nothing
but the screeching sound of your lost fading in to nothingness of hollow promises
and expectation. It’s a hypocritical aphorism. It’s an underrated statement to tell others that you can
love someone without asking something in return, cut the shit; I don’t believe
in this kind of crap. Sooner or later, frustration will spring form your heart
to drag you from your sanity only to find yourself in a wishful thinking that he can love you
in-return. Hands down, this will never happen.
God is a
God of order, this sentence still lingers in my ear, raped by my fellow phonies
at heart, and they strive to make me swallow this aphorism. But tell me, how
could I, when all I can see is disordered human beings? Day after day, their lips utter this pure
insolence, bragging about some idiocacy and salvation. I see no silver lining
in this storm of egos and hairy balls. They always fall short in this slogan of
them that they have no idea of what order really is. Assholes, were living in a
world were genuine pagans merge with false Christian beliefs. We sugar coat all
our wicked plots with words of god to cover our sinful acts.
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| not her... |
Looking
back to this ending year, did we gain anything? Was progress in endless
momentum, or did it just stumble in this muddle of apathy. I wish change and progress was at par to
summon all our reason and might to face tomorrow, but all was wasted and
shadows fall from the heavens as words of blasphemies ram with our ears
covering all our ideals and beliefs with sugar coated atrocities.
Help is
soothing word for all, yet at times I find it expensive for indigent persons. I
mean, where’s the logic in helping others with in right time? Help institutions
and other NGO offices that serves the lavishly word HELP in a time span
8am-5pm, and mind you they have lunch breaks. When is the right time to help
others? Is it when they’re at their gloomiest part of their lives and all they
can do is mumble and grief in desolation? Or help is a word that should be
served to all of us 24/7? If only those fucking idiots are like convenience
stores, then others might have known the root word itself.
We’re
living in a free world, on a democratic country where each and every one of us
abusively used the word “rights”. Yeah right, fucking maggots, may you all rot
in hell! I know, you may practice your rights anytime, at any given period of
time. Do whatever you want, wear whatever you want, say whatever you will, it
is your right, and you were born a freeman, no leash to hold you from bitter
atrocities of life. But still, mind you that you’re still accountable for each
and every decision you’ve made…and lastly, forget not, that I, also have the
right to mock, assault and humiliate you. It saddens me to think; that these
free worlds were living in has no sense of reasoning, from degraded fellow
human being, to shit-fest-programs on national television. Here we are at the
dawn of a new era were t.v. programs here in our country is based on fellow Filipino
being degraded relentlessly by upper class, then what? We expect OFW workers to
work with a head held up high attitude? That’s bullshit; it’s the main reason
why domestic helpers are battered in foreign countries, and we still have the
guts to act somewhat cool in front of others…fucking assholes.
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| its only a toy dad! |
As I was looking at a flea
market early this morning, I notice one thing; toy vendors are marketing toy
gun excessively, hanging around their stalls like there’s no tomorrow. They hang
it there with only one thing in mind, to attract little boys and mold them to
criminal at heart. And we expect them to grow up real men with honors and
diligence? Hypocrites.
In a world
were cause and effect is at constant pace and at par, it’s better to think
twice all your plans before putting it into actions. Helping others is the only
thing that must be initiated without considering a second thought, an act on
impulse, for it takes no other second to stretch your helping hand. Other than
that, act carefully. As bright as the sun, newton’s second law of motion will
always be at hand, for every action there will always be an equal reaction. Love
everyone, including your enemies, give more, expect less, give praise to others
and humble yourself. Remember, musician should be behind his axe and photographers
should always be behind her camera, not in front of it…might as well, mix with
the crowd, listen, or be a model.
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| not me...them |
